So I need to get something off of my chest.... I have this best friend right? That everone loves and I can see why they do because she's just so beautiful and amazing even if she doesn't realize she is. So what's the problem then if you have this amazing best friend right? The problem is i feel like I'm living in her shadow. I used to think we were equals...that we both brought something to the table that made us both fun to be around. But for the past couple months things have changed. And I think it was when I introduced her to the guy I really liked. I was really hoping that they could get along because I was really really liking him and she was my bestie right? Problem. The guy ended up really liking her and asking her out. And now I barely talk to him anymore which really makes me sad because he was one of my favorite people...now, he talks to her more then he talks to me.... So someone else comes along and I start getting really close to him too, tho I didn't like him for more then a friend. But I really enjoy being around him he makes me laugh, I just wish he wasn't as hard on himself. Well I introduce those too...and now the process starts all over...he's talking about asking her out, and is already telling her to tell her to text him or call or whatever... Am I just being a jelous hag? And when I bring these kinds of things to her attention she just says some bullshit about how it's not true and people like me more and me and them are way tight...no...it just pisses me off even more because she doesn't want to except what she doesn't want to be true. And I kind of bit her head off about it today and now I feel horrible. But I'm tired of this beatting around the bush crap...it just pisses me off even more. And then I stop and I think about this and what I've just wrote...and I realize why people like her more. | 
